No, you don't have to do that, my beliefs are what they are because I truly in my heart believe that Jesus is the son of God and not God the son. There are other sons of God, but they are not God. Jesus is the Christ, the son of God begotten of the father and and that's all I need to know according to the Bible, as I have said the evidence is overwhelming to me that he's not God. I see that God was in Christ Jesus and that every word he spoke was from God. Not that he is God, I can write verse after verse to prove it too, but that's not getting us anywhere.
The thing I can't understand is how some judge others as heretics and not belonging God because they don't believe in the trinity or that Jesus is God. Nowhere in the Bible does it say that we are to do this to belong to God or to be saved. Yet people judge so harshly because of the trinity and I am still waiting to see one verse to say that I am to believe this way to belong God or to be saved? I can see venom in some of their posts, real hardness, yet i don't feel like that about anyone, my hope is for everyone to get to heaven.
Also, my husband reminded me this morning, that when Jesus asked his disciples who do you say that I am. Peter replied, "you are the Christ the son of the living God" no God the son, not that he was God. But the son of the living God and the Christ. And that's how I see Jesus. That's what God has revealed me. If it was supposed to be anything different than that, then God would have told Peter differently, but he didn't. And Jesus told Peter that this revelation came from his father in heaven.
And I believe him, I believe that Jesus is the Christ and the he's the son of the living God. And according to Jesus, that's all I need to believe!