Amen! - Good post. It's a shame that some folks have no idea what a personal relationship with Jesus Christ is like. We can tell people about it, but there is no replacement for a personal experience. This is how we KNOW and have verified the TRUTH. This is why countless millions of believers have testified over these thousands of years about the absolute reality of Jesus Christ.
Sadly, many waste their time with the urantia papers and garbage like it. They fill their head with everything but the TRUTH and have nothing to show for it. They are bowing down to false gods with a little "g".
Exodus 20:3-6 KJV
3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
4 Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth:
5 Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;
6 And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.
The day will come when you will stand before Him and answer for what you've done. The real God will not appreciate your false teaching and your attempts to deceive others.
I have had a personal relationship with Christ for 29 years, he knows exactly what I think and why. He knows I'm on the firing line carrying the message of his original "good news" gospel to sincere believers born into confusion and the leadings of church politics, people who have never stopped to think what the "good news" was 3+ years before he announced that he was leaving to go back to his place on high as sovereign Lord and God.
It is simply inconceivable to you that church leaders or group think could have ever been wrong about anything, in fact you have been lead to feel guilty for even considering such. It is they who call that "holy" which is purely human. It is the leadership that has caused you to consider me an enemy.