You OK?fool said:When I first came here I went red real fast, stayed that way a couple months if I recall.
When people got to know me and get used to my style I made green and went up and down, but mostly up, till I at one time was in the top five.
The sad thing is that I consider bein in the top five at one time as bein some kind of accomplishment.
I'd like to think that I arrived there because I asked good questions and was honest in my arguments but I know that it was more due to the fact that I played the game well.
Even so, I'll remeber most not the neg reps or the pos reps from the usual supporter but the green from the un-expected places, when hardened enemies gave me a thumbs up not because they agreed, but because they recognized that all I wanted was the truth and they respected the search.
I've never neg repped anyone, if I had an issue I took it up in public.
I have exposed neg reppers in public so that their cowerdice would be known.
I have made a mockery of the system for mockerys sake, I have repped people repeatedly cause I felt like it and I have repped people for no aparent reason other than to watch their numbers change.
I'm glad I found TOL and spent the time here that I did.
I hope that the thousands of posts I made and the hundreds of threads I participated in will perservere in some form into the future, and I'll always value the time that Bob Enyart took to spend with me on the radio.
I know that someday my sons will ask me to tell them about God, and I'll be able to respond "I asked about God, and this is what I heard..................."
I am worried about you.
You sound... a bit... down.