You're not special, salvation is for ALL people Titus 2:11 NIV -
God's Chosen People in Christ are indeed Special to Him. They were His Special Covenant People Heb. 13:20!
Deut 7:6-7
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For thou art an holy people unto the LORD thy God: the LORD thy God hath chosen thee to be a special people unto himself, above all people that are upon the face of the earth
7 The LORD did not set his love upon you, nor choose you, because ye were more in number than any people; for ye were the fewest of all people:
Luke 1:68-72
68 Blessed be the Lord God of Israel; for he hath visited and redeemed his people,
69 And hath raised up an horn of salvation for us in the house of his servant David;
70 As he spake by the mouth of his holy prophets, which have been since the world began:
71 That we should be saved from our enemies, and from the hand of all that hate us;
72 To perform the mercy promised to our fathers, and to remember his holy covenant;
And BTW, regarding Titus 2:11, that scripture simply means men of all ethnic groups, but absolutely not all of mankind without exception. You should know that by now.
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