You don't have love!!! All you have is rule keeping like some IRS agent.
I am sharing the gospel of God's grace with you out of love. If I had no love I would not be warning you about the lake of fire. I would not be telling you about God's punishment for sin. I would not be telling you of His mercy.
Do you believe me that God's commands to love God and love your neighbor are found in Torah? Jesus taught these commands. Knowing this about the Law, and knowing the new covenant is not any different, I only need to say that God wants you to obey His commands, in the new covenant, if you are in the new covenant by the shed blood of Jesus. None of God's commands are opposed to love. They are all about love. We don't often see this in the Law. Salvation is not by the Law. But you still have God's commands, even in the new covenant, whatever these commands are. I observe the Law because I feel I should as a Christian, though not all of God's Law is required for Gentiles. If new covenant commands are different from old covenant commands I have yet to be shown this. As for God's Law I observe old covenant law as a new covenant believer. As for if the punishments of the old covenant law are for today, we can know what God's Law says and then we need to minister the truth and grace of God in the gospel, the salvation of your soul (the salvation of your souls). Each and every person must call upon the name of the Lord for salvation. The promise of forgiveness and eternal life in the shed blood of Jesus is for Jew and Gentile, whomever God will call to Himself. This can be you. You can be saved by God's grace in accordance with your faith. This is the gift of God. It is not of works. It is not of the works of the Law. Your efforts of yourself will not save you from your sin. You should make things right if you have hurt or harmed anyone, or stolen anything. But know that God's love for you, demonstrated in sending His Son to die for you, knows no end in regard to your sin. He can save you completely and make you a new person. Your wants and desires will change. As a child of God you will want to serve your Master, God. He is the Creator of the world and His Son is Jesus Christ our Lord.
I can't change the Law for you. But I can tell you about Jesus and that the new covenant has come. The people broke the old covenant so God made a new covenant with the house of Israel and the house of Judah. Now Gentiles are grafted in. May you increase in every way and may your life be a reflection of His Son and may you produce fruit for God. God's peace to you.