Carver said:
I picked 4 because that's really the only problem I have with BB.
The vote is still out on that.
I can't say that I definitely do or don't need Christ.
I grew up Christian. I asked Jesus into my heart numerous times during my youth.
I left for various reasons, but I saw more of what Christ spoke of in Buddhists.
I see the whole thing as a path.
I'm unsure of what I think about a God that needs a human sacrifice to make everything ok again, and since Jesus asked people to follow him, and not to accept his pending death/resurrection, was forgiving sins before he was crucified, etc.
People's view of God have changed over the years, so it makes sense that I would question if we really understand it yet, but have come to the conclusion that you don't arrive at the truth, but are constantly learning something more.
I don't believe that God's love is conditional, and God only loves Christians. Otherwise, why would he send his son for everyone, for people that he didn't love? If God can love us while we were yet sinners, God loves us now, on our journey to find him.
I believe that it is God who is always trying to get our attention, not us needing to do anything to get his.
So, I'm still examing, still seeking.
I suppose one can find me disgusting for not arriving there if they wish. Even Thomas asked to see Jesus hands and side, and he was there in the flesh with him, so I don't think examining it, and meditating on it, is really something that disgusts God, and that is all that matters, really.