Yes, you enjoyed it because then you're not alone. Only I am a survivor, and you're still a victim. It was NOT the worst thing that ever happened to me, tho serious. And tho serious, I am not defined by it. But you are. I had people TRY to put guilt on me, and they did not succeed -- Gee, you sure do make assumptions. Guess that called projecting. Maybe it's all the guilt YOU are carrying around. It cannot help but "follow" me -- it a memory, an event, as has been made good in helping others. DON'T you pray for me, as I don't need demons. A prayer from you is like stepping in dog doo.
True, shouldn't've happened. True, not my fault which I've known all along. If I'm in your thoughts it's probably because you'd like to know how you screwed yourself up so much. Healing? You pathetic person: I've already staked my claim on the Rock, Jesus Christ. That doesn't seem to be enough for you. But don't you insult what Jesus Christ has done for me and made my life wonderful, even having met you.
I haven't prayed for you as I think God's given up on you and I see no reason to bother Him to change His mind. Honestly. You give me a reason to change my mind, and then we'll see.