As I said, you don't understand the Gospel of Grace. We are saved while we are "disobedient children"
because we believe in the Lord Jesus Christ....that in the ages to come, He gets all the glory.
Eph. 2:4 But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, 5 Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved; ) 6 And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus: 7 That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus.
You'll be strutting around on the outside saying, "But
I was the good one...." :nono: