You cannot obey on your own no matter how hard you try. We noticed you tried too hard to the point of deceiving yourself became a liar in God's Truth. You deceive with your avatar.God's word isn't about tricking people to get them to say what you want so you can feel as if you proved a point.
You. will. not. enter. God's. grace. if. you. do. not. first. obey. and. believe.
You will not get around that, not matter how hard you try.
Believe Romans 5:2.
It is the avator, (g)od's truth who is deceitful and desperately sick (Jer. 17:9).- is full of evil (Mark 7:21-23).- loves darkness rather than light (John 3:19).- is unrighteous, does not understand, does not seek for God (Rom. 3:10-12).- is helpless and ungodly (Rom. 5:6).- is dead in his trespasses and sins (Eph. 2:1).- is by nature a child of wrath (Eph. 2:3).- cannot understand spiritual things (1 Cor. 2:14).- is a slave of sin (Rom. 6:16-20).