You sound like more of an atheist than an agnostic to me.
As far as opening one's eyes, that was what happened to me 23 years ago when I was reading about DNA and suddenly realized that the idea that this system could have arisen "naturally" was a hunk of baloney and probably the biggest mistake scientists had ever made since they accepted Aristotle's concept of the Earth being the center of the solar system and eventually convinced Christians so firmly that they even resisted looking through Galileo's telescope some two millenia later.
Today the scientists and their theory of "random mutations plus natural selection" are similarly convincing the majority of our society so firmly that many Christians feel the need to "symbolize" scripture to try to make it fit with the current science, probably so they won't look foolish to future generations like they did in Galileo's day. Isn't it ironic that by trying to escape looking foolish to future generations, they are
once again hitching their wagon to the wrong horse and
assuring that future generations will be laughing at their foolishness?