Michael, I know you mean well and clearly you have your own problems, but if this really is the godless natural world I indeed think it is then I have little doubt that you'd still be believing in your God anyway and telling me all about His love and genuinely believing it was all true.
However if people are innocently created out of a supposed Godly "love" then surely nobody deserves to spend their whole lives, in some cases, trapped inside bodies that do not work except to give them great physical pain, confusion, fear and suffering. If some people can so obviously receive no godly love at all then afaic none of us do and I reject any that was ever directed at me from a god so selective, heartless and cruel.
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