Yes you do, I'm not trying to take that away from you. However - I do think you're trying to frame what you want (to see her gone) in softer words that still contain the same essence. If you say that's not true, I'll take you at your word.
I'm not going to go back to the thread, so sorry, I'll have to leave your last to me unanswered out there. Despite my ignoring the bulk of them (and thanking privately where appropriate), there were too many comments about me when I'm not the subject under discussion - the thread is about Meshak and not about the state of my faith, and I'm not inclined to add any fuel to the fire for those who dislike me.