Thanks, glory, can't be done. That took too much out of me. I'm not angry, I'm grateful to the place. Knight was kind enough to me over the years and I met many a good soul and I'm better for all of it. But that was like watching a novel you wrote with friends you can't even be certain are around anywhere now being washed away by the tide. I thought it was needless and disappointing. That's life for you.
So if I'm going to be a ghost I'd rather choose the time of my death.
Not to worry, God keeps doing amazing things for me. I'm a lucky guy.