Hello Charity,
I haven't been much of a friend to you. I find it difficult enough to stay in close contact with my friends here in NH. Typically my friends and I see each other for a few hours on a Friday or Saturday night. Some times both nights. I'm not very good with people, especially people who try to be close to me, whatever that might mean. I tend to isolate myself and live between my ears. I can be cruel and impatient with people who are friendly to me. I'm a glutton for punishment but the sick part of it is that I'm punished by myself.
I'm a fool and a stone.
You've always been very nice to me and I apologize for not always returning that in a way that you deserve. You're bright, beautiful and understanding and I should be more cognizant of how lucky I am that a person like you would ever pay compassionate attention to me.
I hope you're doing well.
Michael