Yes, concerned about you... and pray for you every time I think of you, which is fairly often.
This time of year is different for us than it was years ago... we used to be very well off financially and now... lol, it's thank God for the pantries! (That's a joke, since we distribute food, but still...) So, in other words, there are no gifts given anymore... so that could be depressing, but having the joy of the Lord eliminates that possibility. It's just wistfulness that we could provide more in the way of physical gifts. Was it this time of year that you lost had your greatest loss... your child?