There's that good foundation I told you about. You don't have to join anything, you're part of His body already. You didn't miss anything, you just saw first hand the tares being raised up with the wheat. Don't feel you missed Him. He is waking up in us, in different ways, at different times, just like we stretch different body parts before we get out of bed. He has to stretch us like a garment before He can put us on completely, a little at a time. You were instant in season, and seasons come and seasons go. You will be instant again when it's time. Blessings and peace
Kind words and thanks...the Lord does not put us on, we put Him on.
On one of those hot summer's days, we [some young and enthusiastic Salvationists had banded together with me in unity of prayer and purpose] we had witnessed an amazing miracle which had resulted in the chapel being packed out, aye with street people, winos, and the officers had to appeal to us to sort it out for they were out of their depth.
Later that day I went for a walk beside the Thames, I came upon a tunnel which had been built under the modern dual carriage way, in a moment of foolishness [perhaps] I ventured in even though I could see no light at the other end.
The tunnel stretched over a double dual carriageway, 8 lanes of traffic, at least a quarter of a mile.
Soon it was inky black, soon I became frightened.
I should've turned back. But somehow my stupid guts just wanted to see the light at the other end.
Now I could not see my hand in front of my face, there was no rail protecting against falling into the Thames and I could hear it rushing.
I dared not move quicker than to inch along with both hands against the tunnel wall afraid that I would wander and fall into the river.
Perhaps there were people, robbers, murderers. I have never been so afraid before or since.
I became aware of the devil, screaming [not audibly] at me. "where is your God? He has abandoned you....you are going to die here"
Oh if only a light would appear.
It's one thing to be afraid, but it is another thing to be afraid for a long period of time. To turn back would not help for the tunnel entrance had by now disappeared....the devil began screaming obscenities, saying vile things about God....I was too afraid to answer, but I cried desperately to the Lord for protection. Trembling, sweating, cold sweat, clinging to that tunnel wall...inch by inch longing to run.
Then there was a pinhole of light far, far ahead but still I dared not do more than inch. But it gave me courage to rebuke the devil. Gradually. gradually the light got larger and I could move faster with more confidence until the last 200 yards I was walking briskly and then running to the light and out of the tunnel into the bright warm sunshine.
Immediately there was a great kerfuffle in the long grass over against the wall and I went to see what caused it and lo a little fledgeling blackbird still nest sticky, he was obviously on his maiden flight and had come to grief against the wall and had plopped down by the wall.
My heart filled with love for him and foolishly I reached down to pick him up.
Foolish because of course he saw me [he had been too busy sorting out his feathers to notice me looking down at him] he scrambled away with a squawk and a couple run and hops and in he was in the air over the river.....my heart went after him...
And God spoke to me "I have allowed this to happen in order to teach you"
"You ARE that blackbird, come to grief and totally self absorbed, you did not know that God was watching, the LOVE He has for you, how that not a single thing can enter into your space or come near to you unless God has allowed it. But My child if the heavens disappeared and you could SEE God with His hand stretched toward you what would your reaction be? therefore God pours His thoughts upon you"
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