Prizebeatz1
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Doctrine of demons.
I wouldn't be so quick to judge if I were you. Suppose you have it in reverse, then what? Listen, if this had been 5 or 6 years ago I would have agreed with you. I am so glad I was wrong. The attitude of wrong/right was a battle that reflected my inner turmoil. The desire for good to triumph over bad, though it is a noble cause, was one of many ways I was secretly trying to boost my self-esteem due to being convicted of worthlessness. It was actually a temptation that kept me biting that fruit (surely you will not die). I was so overly identified with one side against the other that I was projecting that sense of duality onto the world. It wasn't until I quit struggling and learned to suspend my judgements that I gave myself the chance to find unity, oneness, wholeness, completeness, fulfillment, contentment. Or should I say oneness found me? It's more like it was always there unconditionally, I just had to find out what was in the way.
It's a process of reversing the tendencies of the personality. If we are willing to give this our all and make it our primary purpose in life, we can touch a part of us that we left behind during childhood. We are awakened, resurrected, born again. It is a such a luminous miracle that I literally do not care if it is the doctrine of demons. I'll take two of them with cheese to go. When you feel it you don't give a crap about what the world thinks anymore. It is so much fullness that the adoration of peers is no competition for it. NOTHING compares. Nothing else matters in this world. I say this literally: give up and turn your back on your family, your possessions, your thoughts, your religion, your 401k, your body, your everything until you touch the fringe of the soul. Just one dip of your finger and it will shatter your entire universe...a gross understatement. If you come within one inch of it you will surely be healed and will not be able to stop praising the Lord Almighty. You might be worse than me. At that point I will copy and paste what you said about this being the Doctrine of Demons and we will turn around and laugh. Guaranteed.