I have definitely rejected the Christianity that developed after Jesus died.
For the last 30 years I have been quite content that I no longer have to leave my brain behind as a practicing Christian.
As for thinking of myself as "the Grand Historian" I don't see how your claims to being able to read my thoughts should be taken seriously.
I can ONLY see the thoughts coming from your mind and ending up
on type! Are they one of the same or are your thoughts different
than what ends ups on your post? Perhaps, there's some form of
blockage between your thoughts and what ends up being typed?