Greetings, death,
"Working tirelessly to get the Truth out there" normally requires spending some time discovering it, but hey, you've already admitted to being an Enyart, so I guess the obvious contradiction there is more palatable to you than to others.
If knowledge leads you to doubt the existence of gods, and that makes you too uncomfortable, by all means, reject knowledge. The rest of us will get along just fine. You don't need to study evolution if it's the truth you're looking for. After all, the best cure for a creationist is a career in geology. You are aware that evolution is the grand unifying theory of biology, I hope. As a matter of observable fact, nearly every modern discipline converges to some basic truths about the untruth of literal readings of the bible.
In the sixty-five million years since the dinosaurs were wiped out, you'd think a supernatural creator could have developed a species that doesn't keep sinking down into its reptile brains. Repeat after me, "humans are not gods, no exceptions, humans are not gods, no exceptions ..." You'll find it liberating.
In peace, Jesse