John Mortimer
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Right!:up:Yes. I didn't think about it until u mentioned the subconscious,but yes I do put up barriers. I feel so insignificant in the scheme of things. But now I'm remembering coming out of my dark days of addiction; Jesus thought enough of me then to save me (it was Not my doing, it was Jesus), so why would He not count me worthy now? He was always there.
"And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." (Jesus in Matthew 28:20)
It is SO easy to lose the awareness of that connection for all sorts of reasons but in reality the connection is never lost...I just lost the spiritual connection that I had back then.
"All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away."
John 6:37
I notice Nang has given you some great thoughts about what you might like to study in the Bible - if I might share my own recommendations, I would say the same books, (the gospels of Matthew and John and then the epistles of John and Romans).
God bless