Actually noguru, you have consistently been rude and disrespectful in pretty well all your dealings with me. I think the person that doesn't realise what they are doing is yourself.
You have consistently descended to name-calling with some imagined justification which only makes sense inside your own head.
I hope that you do start anew one day, I also hope that you can actually connect with Christ and allow his love and light to start shining through you.
Regards
T.