Nothing of our pride derived vices go away magically by statement of faith, by which we really mean our efforts to believe. I have found that to my dismay. If any tries to show otherwise by catholic made bible and Paul he deludes self and others. But those sublimate by constant love-exercise. So, Christ sent me to serve Muslims, whom I previously hated most due to their persecutions. In spite of my 40 years effort it is lessened but still remains. Still, I feel nearer the heaven of love-integration.
But it is a long struggle against my spoilt nature, as we had spoilt ourselves in our soul originator heaven by following pride-devil for long time. Our greatest vice is hate one thwarting our greed of power or pleasure. No one hates any without cause. Our greatest enemies are those who were wronged by us privately or corporately here or in heaven. There we were together. But when we followed pride-devil, pride derived selfishness caused divisions and in fight started, due to lessening of love-bond. Greater internal love-bond strengthened stronger factions drove weaker us from heaven. Later they also fell similarly with vengeance as their love-bond was diminishing due to their anti-love actions (Rev.12,7-12).
Invasions by far away spirits, people and countries are due to this. That is continuing here and in outer darkness hell where our soul-personalities will be destroyed, but soul parts will remain to suffer eternally by their likes. We can’t break the cycle of greed, hate and revenge by ourselves, which draws us compulsively to soul-disintegration death.
So, heavenly Father, the unity of heavenly parents, sent Christ, the unity of self-sacrificing heaven-creating sons, to guide sincerely life-seeking souls. But he can only teach and inspire. We must not expect cheap grace from him by flattery-worship. If we do, we fall, in spite of primary euphoria due to false expectations. He helps them who help themselves. The idea of injection like grace is invented by churches aided by populist Paul. It is pernicious to think that since we verbally profess, Christ is indwelling us, as a ghost indwells in a possessed one! If one claims that he is saved by faith (?) he deludes self and others. Those who are near love-integrity salvation will be humble enough not to claim such. But their actions shall prove their worth. Empty vessel sounds much. Rather Pride-devil is indwelling in us as our actions prove.
If we seek and seriously obey Christ he lives with us as he had promised (Jn14-24). He doesn’t override our free will but leaves us when we disobey. High sounding words of overrated vain Paul are deluding many. To make Christianity popular, he is presenting it as an occult magic. Apostles also used many wrong Jewish terminologies which are misleading in this age. We must be guided by living Christ who guides us through conscience and reason.
Holy Spirit also doesn’t override our freewill. Overriding is disastrous as that causes opposite reactions in souls. So we must repent of our pride-devil worship and turn to humble universal love practice to love-integrate our souls. That will create heaven here and continue up there. No one can give that to us from outside. No one can break up strong inner integrity, with Christ and Heavenly Father.
