That would a strawman argument.
If that's true, then you're made of straw, man.
If you would like to know what I believe about the existence of Jesus, you only have to ask.
You already told me that you know Jesus exists, by telling me that you despise Him. I asked you "Why do you despise Christ?", and you acknowledged that you despise Christ by replying, "It's a very good question..." You cannot despise that which you do not believe exists. For a person to be despised is for that person to exist. So, trying to hand me the "you only have to ask" shtick isn't going to be of any use.
Not nearly as bizarre as believing that a man was born without a biological father, or could walk on the surface of water, or who walked again after being executed by the Romans.
Since those things are true, why do you say that believing them is bizarre? Why would you say that it is bizarre to believe truth?
No, actually it doesn't matter to me whether Jesus existed or not.
But, you just got done telling me that you "don't want" Jesus to "take away" this or that from you:
"I don't want to have that taken away from me by Jesus"
So, this is what you're trying to hand me:
"I don't want to have that taken away from me by [someone in Whose existence I pretend to not believe]"
It "doesn't matter" to you that Jesus existed, but, despite your pretended nonchalance regarding
that "little detail", it somehow
does matter to you whether Jesus will "take away" whatever it is you imagine He will "take away", or not?
Responsibility for my wrongdoing. No one can take that away from me.
Well, don't worry! You will not hear me
denying that you're a sinner,
you sinner. But that's what
you're all about: denying that you're a sinner, a wrongdoer against Christ.
But having responsibility taken away from you is the central immoral idea of the hobby called christian.
But, since you despise God, you don't have even the slightest shred of a moral basis for rationally saying that one thing is moral, and that another thing is immoral.
Try
rationally laying out exactly why you, a despiser of God, would call one thing
moral, and another thing
immoral. I'm all ears.
Being an inhabitant of the former British colonies, I find test cricket to be a much more wholesome hobby.
In other words, you're a nihilist. All you mean by "wholesome", here, is "to my liking...for now, at least".
[Thank you, by the way, for responding.]