I'd like to ask your forgiveness. I spent years in bitter despite for wrong indoctrination into the faith that left me lost, and I approached my criticism in a manner that positioned me outside the perimeter of the Reformed tradition; and became caught up in whatever conflicts escalated from my challenges. In this process, I ended up affiliating with anti-Trinitarians who are outisde the faith in various ways. In the past year I've aligned myself rigidly with orthodoxy, and am soon pursuing a doctoral degree to present my doctrinal concerns within my dissertation for peer review within academia. My view of the minutiae is a minority view, and cannot be valid until reviewed by a cross-section of leadership; from whom I anticipate both correction and acceptance. Until such time, I affirm that the historical Trinity doctrine is the best formulaic extant; and I stand vehemently against all forms and degrees of Sabellianism, Arianism, Unitarianism, and all other anathema formulaics.